I slip into my mind,
I face your problems in my dreams,
In my nightmares, I place my problems,
In reality I carry our problems,

Every where I look,
I hear the cries in your eyes,
Every where I go,
I feel overwhelmed,
always wishing to be in another rhelm.

In my dreams I fall,
endlessly into a dark hole,
only to face the great wall,
separating my dreams from reality,


Because its not finished.

Blessings.

I wonder, every night,
before I close my eyes and fall into my dreams and nightmares,
I wonder and wander,
in my mind, looking for answers I cannot find,
looking for questions I cannot see,
but only find myself praying,
for things I cannot believe can be given to me.


Because it's a complicated thing at the moment.

Two years and counting.

There are times that we don't get to talk,
Times that I just look at the moon and start to walk.
Thinking of that times you cared,
Remembering the feelings taht we shared.

But all I got now is a broken relationship,
Broken by time and loneliness,
And all I want to do is find a way to repair this mess.
Repair it all, even when I feel all alone
and all hope seems to be gone.

Because I know there will always be a solution,
A solution to all this complications.
As long as I hold tight to my promise,
No matter how much I reminisce,
The promise to you I will return,
In two years and counting,
at your side I'll be standing,
In two tears and counting...

In the two years thats coming,
All the things that I've been thinking,
holding your hand,while listening to your sound.
Embracing you tighther, as I lay on your shoulder,
As I listen to your heart,
Feeling all the love in this world,
Finally in the palm of my hands,
The true meaning of love,
stands closely in my arms.

Because its your Birthday present.

I miss you.

So,

I missed talking to you. You always did know how to make me smile, even the simplest words, make such a extraordinary effect on my day. Having you next to me always make me forget about my worries. Even though we hardly talk now, I never forget those times you made me smile with your corny jokes and random sweet talk that you won't even notice that it was sweet until you actually think about it. I miss those times we would text each other even though we were like 10 steps away from each other, just because you just don't want to get up and say hi to me. :P I miss those times when you would leave and i would tell you "wow, your leaving me again.." and then you'd stay for a bit just because I asked you too. I miss those times where you would simply ignore me, but deep down you really want to talk to me. I understand why you did those things, but who cares, in the end, we both had smiles on our faces. All I'm saying is that, no matter how far the distance may be, I'll always remember those memories we had. And I'm thankful, that I have someone like you in my life.

I miss you quite terribly.