Love.

Keep your head up kiddo and look up with a smile,
because God is always looking down on you looking
for that happiness inside you.

Because we both know we care.

I still have your scrungeey

Today I came to realize something that I never really saw clearly before...
Its the fact that God is always there when were happy. He's always the subject where were actually talking. Its in the fellowship/church where we actually talk [maybe because you kinda have to talk to me because you want to be nice since were at church] but who cares, I'll take those little minutes of time with you anytime. And besides God's the reason why we got close in the first place because you led me to him and showed me the fellowship that helped me get closer to him. I just wish that we give our friendship another try that we actually talk even though its not about God. Because I've always knew that you were one of the people that helped reach where I am now and I thank you for it. I actually do miss you because you always listened to me.

"Its like your on the the other side of the world and God is between us two, and the only time and reason we see each other is when we come close to God."

Because I heart DC.

It's been awhile.

" If dreams are the only place I cna be with you, then give me a bed and pillow and I'll sleep forever. "

Because I had dream about you again.

Riddle me that.

Lets start over.

Because a fresh start is good.

Feeling at home much?

Well I don't feel like writing a poem today, so heres just plain writing.
Today I planned to go jog to Josh house from my cousins but i felt all lazy and what not. So I woke up at 7 am, cuz i asked her to wake me up so i can "jog" but i ended up jsut going back to sleep. woke up around 11 am went straight to the shower. I told my cousin I was going to leave, and she was all cool about it. Went to Josh house to get some clothes, but I didnt bring them with me. Cooked some big O steaks for breakfast/lunch then I got a text msg.

Her, "My grandma wants you to come over. She says she needs help on something."
Me "wtf? what?"
Her "My grandma wants you to come over she needs help."
Me "Help? on what?"
Her "wait let me go ask."
Me " okie."

couple minutes later....

Her "She needs help cleaning the turtle tank. ahahaha"
Me "wtf? why me? i don't even live there x]"
Her " I dont know. she just asked."
Me "okie, after I eat."
Her "ohh okay, ohh and I want to paint my room."
Me "yeah sure. I'll help you."

note [I didn't know she was serious about the room painting thingy.]

So i went to her house around2 but she wasnt home so instead I went to true valley and met up with her where she was pinking out paint. Ohh btw, thanks josh for the dollar, unfortunately I left mine at your house, so that dollar is yours :] anyways, I met up with her and she tells me that we were gonna paint her room -.- shet, sooo much work ahahaha

We got to her house and her grandma ask me for help, so yeah I ended up cleaning the turtle and the turtles tank. Freaking turtle was biting and scratching everywhere!!! first her dog bites me then her turtle scratch me with long and sharp nails. seriously, none of her pet likes me ahahaha afterwards it was off to her room. I had to move a whole dresser, move two beds, and a bunch of boxes. I put plastic on the carpet and painted away! Took about an hour or two to paint 2 giant walls! since she was just sitting down and I was painting -.- seriously, she a lazy bum. After we finished paint, her whole family wanted to go bowling. so we spent about 30 minutes looking for their bowling bowls and bowling shoes, cuz apparently, they like bowling so they have their own stuff x] after we raided her garage looking for the bowling balls, we went to this bowling alley at west covina, and yeah, I freaking lost -.- after that we order pizza and eat dinner :] then her uncle dropped me off to my cousins. Over all it was tiring but a fun tiring day :]

Because I do chores at your house.