I know we were never really officially together. And that's mostly my fault because I never took the time to ask you to be my girlfriend, but those ten months of being with you, committing to you, and actually loving you actually meant something to me. I mean don't get me wrong. I probably deserve this because of what I've done in the past with my ex-girlfriends, but at least have the decency to tell me what the hell I did wrong because I seriously have no idea where I fucked up this time. To be honest, I actually tried my best-est in this relationship. I lasted ten months without the thought of leaving you. I think that's a personal best for me. But for some fucked up reason, which you never explained to me, you just decided to walk away. Shit, you said I take advantage of you and I use you.... But what I don't understand is how do I do all that? I barely see you for me to actually ask you for favors. And when I do, you usually turn me down. All I ask is that you shine a little light on this subject just so we can have closure. Other than that, I raise my glass to you. Have a Great life.
-With every word.
