Monday, August 6, 2012

Everything.

Funny how you look at other people's problems and try to compare it to your own, and you realize how little your problem is compared to other people's which gives you this little satisfaction that even though you're going through hell, at least your hell is nothing compared to other people's hell. It can be a blessing to give yourself a little break, at the same time, it can be a curse for which you under estimate a problem that the other person may hold dear to themselves. Honestly, when someone asks me if I have a  girlfriend, I tell them, straight up I'm taken. I hid our relationship status on Facebook and suddenly the world turns upside down? I mean, I get it, you're angry because it looked as if I'm ashamed of our relationship, but if you knew any better, this is something I am personally so proud of. I show it off to other couples that we're cuter, we're sweeter, and we're better. I get jealous when I see couples hanging out when that should be us. But you know what, I suck that all in because I tell myself, I've dealt with worse in the past. But somehow things are different with us. I can't last for a week without being with you. There's so much more things to deal with and all you can concentrate on is that status relationship on FACEBOOK? Who cares who sees it or who doesn't see it. It's Facebook, its not real life. Honestly, we have other things we should be wasting our time on rather than some silly "title" on Facebook. You're entire friends knows we're together and apparently that's not enough? Please, pick your battles, pick the things you want to lay your pride on. 

With every word,