Wednesday, March 25, 2009

My Mind.

I always had this thought, it's that thought where I believe that the world doesn't exist. Only I do. Don't get it wrong, I'm not being conceited, it's just this thought it my head that keeps telling my mind,

"Once I die, the world dies with me."

There's this thought, in my mind, that tells me that my life is important. It has a meaning and a purpose. It's far greater than anyone else's life. My mind tells me that I matter more than others, that without my life, the world is nothing. But for some reason, even though my mind tells me such things, I was never afraid to sacrifice my life for someone I love and care about. Even though my mind tells me without me, the world is nothing but a dead space, I am not afraid to die.

I start to realize why my mind think of such things. I realize that I do matter, my life is as important as others, maybe to other peoples eyes, my life is just another wasted blessing, but through my eyes, my life is valued and important. But, I finally understand why my mind thinks of such things,

"Once I die, the world dies with me."

it's because once I die, the world stops to exist through my eyes. And another world forms, a world of unknown.

Because the ocean made me realize how small I am in this world. But showed me how important I am.

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