Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Reasons.

Well, last night I asked her a very simple, yet complicated question.

"Why do you like me? And what made you interested in me?"

Hmm... That is quite a complicated question to answer, but on my end, I think it's quite simple. It's easy to answer because I understand why I'm chasing after you, why I'm working so hard to be with you, and why I'm trying my best to prove to everyone that this is different, that this time, I will make things right and I will make you have the answer to that question that I asked you a while back, "What is your happiest memory?"

Well, my answer to this question is not fully finished because I am barely getting to know you, but I do have a strong enough reason to actually keep on trying to be with you. One of the first reason is the way you make me feel when I'm next to you. I feel at home. Not like my house kind of home, but that whole I'm back in the Philippines kind of home. I've always longed for that feeling ever since I came to America and somehow, I get it when I'm with you and your friends. Another reason is how you smell. Whenever I'm next to you I can't help but become intoxicated by your scent. Your scent is quite soothing. It relaxes me which is why I like being next to you. Always so calm and peaceful (except when you start to pinch me like crazy). Another reason is your damn dimples. I hate how when you smile things suddenly changes from bad to good, from worse to better. Your dimples makes you so damn cute that I can't stop looking at you (I feel like a total creeper). But what I really like about you is your personality. I think that won me over. I like how your shy but very very mean when you begin to talk and tease people. I like how you can be nice and mean at the same time. I think it's quite charming. I like how you still manage to find a way to make things work even if you're in a pinch. Like how you're still willing to webcam with me even when your family is there or how you never forget to wake me up whenever I ask you too. (Hopefully that doesn't change). Best of all, I like how you changed me without even trying. I like how because of you, I want to be a better person. You brought me back to my old self, but better. You make me want to try to be a better person everyday. And the fact that you're willing to look over my past and see me for who I am today, well, only an idiot wouldn't want to be with a girl like you. And finally, before I forget, I love the way your smile just takes my nervousness and worries away. So, this is my answer for now, like I said, it's not finished because everyday, you manage to add new answers to this question.

With every word,




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