You deserve better.

Well, I've only known you for a few months and honestly, I'm really sorry for what happened to you. I could have prevented it from getting worse but I was an idiot who didn't care then. I just wanted to tell you that you deserve better. After spending some time with you and your friends, I saw what he was missing. He's an idiot for fucking you over. I guess you're one of the few reasons that inspired me to change my ways and make a life changing decision. So, I want to take this time to say Thank You. I mean it. You're such a great person. Although you may seem lost right now, which may lead you to act like something you really are not, you're still a great person. You're a caring friend, welcoming person, and most of all, strong. You've managed to keep your ground even after all the shit you went through. I may not know the whole story but I know enough to understand how much it hurts to get fucked over by someone who you actually wanted to trust. I've been on the same boat as you, but I was the terrible person on that boat. I guess that's why I understand you when it comes to this situation. I've made my mistakes in the past and I've been spending every moment of my life trying to correct them, so far, I'm doing a great job since I'm still friends and bestfriends with most of the girls I've hurt in the past. So, what I'm trying to say is that you should stop blaming yourself for what happened. You let your guard down and he took advantage of it. You can't keep beating yourself up for what happened or else you'll never move on. You need to accept the facts and face the present with your head up and look straight ahead. You need to stop fucking around and get your act together. Because honestly, the way you're acting right now, is not so different with the way he acted when he was with you. You're hurting people left and right and I think it is unfair that you're using your own pain to justify your actions. I know it's scary to go out there again and trust but here's a friendly advice, life is a bitch. One day your happy, next day your shit. The only thing we can really do is adjust. Sometimes we need to lower our "Happiness meter" so that even when life turns to shit, we can still be happy. So you told me you need to go find yourself again, well, I'll try my best to help you. You may not trust me as well, but that doesn't mean I won't try. You're mean more to me than you think. I'm really thankful that I met you because if I didn't, I would have never met the girl that changed me for the better. So, I'll try me best to help you fulfill that New Years resolution of yours.

"Life is never simple. It demands so much, expects so much, and takes so much. But Life will never throw anything at you that you cannot handle. Because if you just keep your ground, and move forward, you'll see that Life is forgiving, caring, and loving. Because in the end, Life leads you to happiness."

With every word,