Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Doubts.

Doubts. It's probably the hardest obstacle in every relationship. I know that it's hard for you to trust me after telling you everything about my past relationships. I mean, I knew that was gonna happen after telling you about my previous relationships but I didn't care. I believe that if you really wanted to give me a chance, you'd be able to overlook my past and focus on what I'm trying to become in the present so that I can be a better person for the both of us in the future. And I know that you're trying really hard to forget about my past and simply focus on who I am today. I have to admit, I've made several mistakes in my past. I've burned so many bridges on the way to where I am today. And I know that those experiences of mine may make me seem like a terrible person but the fact that I'm trying to correct my mistakes from the past and not allow it to repeat in my present and future, I think that counts for something. I know you're having a hard time to trust me and I understand that. I understand how you're afraid of getting played and hurt. Honestly, I can't guarantee that you're not gonna get hurt, but I can guarantee that you're not gonna get played. In every relationship, there's always gonna be hurting from both sides, that's inevitable. But it's how we deal with those painful moments that will define our relationship. So if you're already getting scared before it even happens, just ask yourself, would you really be able to handle the pain when it happens? Will you be able to fix things when the situation presents itself to us? Because if you're scared now, honestly, I don't think you can. But I know your worries will disappear in time. I mean, we've only known each other for a couple of weeks and it is only normal to have trust issues, but I'm hoping that one day, you're gonna get over those trust issues of yours and be comfortable with me. And you know what, I'm always gonna keep trying to convince you that I am different from my past, even when you trust me, I'll continue to show you, because that's something you deserve to see, I want you to be comfortable with me, always. So, you can either play it safe and keep your options open, or risk it all in hope for something wonderful.

With every word,

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