Firsts.

Today was different. Well, everyday is different, but I meant it as, my experience with the same situation is different. They say that when two people begin to like each other, the first few weeks are always filled with sweet talk, sweet gesture, and basically, it's a diabetic experience. But, today wasn't just filled with sweet things, today was more like reassurance. Reassurance for a long-term commitment that we're both hoping to have. Reassurance that we're not gonna end up like other people. Reassurance that giving chances and taking chances are actually worth it. Today I found that reassurance. It may not be all the reassurance I want, but it was enough to satisfy my needs to believe that this is something different. Funny thing is that I probably said that to myself so many times that this is different. But no matter how many times I say it, the meaning is still the same. It is different. I'm glad that it is. I'm glad that I'm not back in my past repeating failed relationships. I'm glad that I'm not chasing after the same thing again. And I'm glad that I have enough experience to actually prevent this one from being just another thing in my past.

With every word,