It's true that history has a funny way of repeating itself. I guess it was a wake up call to my inevitable nightmare. I've done things I promised my own self I wouldn't do. But sometimes, we all have our darkest moments, but that doesn't mean we should chose to stay in the dark when the light that guides finally shows up. It's the choices we make that matters. Being in a situation and allowing that situation to control your life is just like choosing to stay in the dark moments. I've suffered from the same situation in the past. But this time, I intend to make it right and not for long the time I spend in the dark. I need to find my way back, the way back to my old self. Not the exactly the same old me, but a slightly different old me. This past few weeks, I've seen what I am capable of doing. And honestly, it's not me. I guess being heart broken can change a person. Yes, I don't like admitting it but I was actually hurt. I found friends that helped me get over the pain and made bestfriends along the way to ease up the road ahead. But the easier the road got, the darker the path became. that's when the wake up call rang. It showed me that even if the road is hard, complicated and filled with struggles, it's still better than an easy dark path. So, I ask of you. Set me straight and guide me to a better me. Because quite frankly, I don't like what I've become.
With every word,
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